Blog Day 5: The Matrix

     Dear God,

    Bless this day for you woke us up on this Monday morning, afternoon, or evening ( or whenever the reader is reading this). Thank you for allowing us to be open minded to change as it is essential to the growth of our lives. Continue to radiate the light that is within us to match who you are and to always keep you #1. We are destined to be the best human beings for this world to flourish in honor of you

        ~In Jesus Name, Amen

        Today's blog will be about my last minute realizations from 2021 and I will begin to start 2022 here full out tomorrow. The experiences leading up to 2022 have shown me so much about my life and how much I allowed many people to control my path as far as direction goes. There were so many times I feel like I failed drastically because of how much those who hurt me made things seem to be in my life. I couldn't see the light at the end of the tunnel for the majority of 2022 which made that one of many long years for me that I have experienced. 

       I really lost control when I got caught up in MLMs like a goof ball ahahah. Honestly I think it's pretty insane that that I lived those realities because the lifestyle seemed so real at the time. Mind you I was at that MLM for quite some time; I believe I was there from the middle of 2020 to the beginning of 2021 in April. At this time I was looking for work but came across the get rich quick scheme route and took it like nothing. I never thought I could get myself into something so crazy but the crazy part is a lot of people get sucked into a life like that and can never come out which in lamest terms can also be called a cult. I definitely think that's what it is and was for sure because there were so many weird a$$ orchestrated chants, levels that you had to rank in order to see success in the business, humiliation rituals 100% going on and so much that I cant even lie to you makes me so sick to my stomach that I even experienced and heard of the horror stories from this whole situation

    I can't even lie to you, I often think about those times in there and wonder where I would be if I never was a part of that. One thing for sure, I know I lost more money than gained money; mind you this MLM has to do with Forex and the Crypto currency market. I also got myself a part of another one in the  beginning of 2022, but it was for solar panels; I could tell they reconstructed the formula of how they present the pyramid schemes to the recruiters they are bringing in. Most times it's a mentor/ mentee situation where you're under someone who is ranked higher than you and they are basically trying to help you get to the same level as them or higher.  This really turns people into natural manipulators, scammers, and all around changes your entire personality because some of these folk who are still in these idolize the big "mentors" in the groups & the CEO of the entire business. It is the scariest crap I've seen just off rip of how robotic most of these people really are thinking that life will last long and trying to get everyone and their families apart of something like this. 

       I can honestly admit that the experiences with the MLMs brought a lot of baggage. It took me a good solid two years to get out of that mentality of the programs, but it did teach me a lot as well. As far as what they claim to be the millionaire mindset, helped me to seek those visions on my own accord. I thank the MLMs for also humbling me because I did get COVID (as well as like 20 who were a part of this craziness) right after leaving and in a way gave me an entire reset for my vessel. I don't wish that life onto anybody because you just might not ever get out of the matrix allowing others to determine where you should be placing yourself in this life time

        ~ Indigo Vibration <3 1111