Dear Lord,
Allow the reader to be guided with strength and wisdom. Let their minds be free to explore their horizons and be passionate with the dreams they are in store for. For they are truly worthy of your presence to accomplish the goals they are trying to attain in your name. Guide the light that is within us all to get closer to you as we go on our days
~In Jesus Name, Amen
So for today's chapter I'm just going to do a part 2 because there is a lot to unpack as far as 2021 goes. Most of this is an aftermath of what I had discussed in the previous blog about my real raw experience with trauma for the first time. Of course there will be some about my childhood as well but that may come back in future chapters so for now we will talk about the beginning of the end of the pandemic and how I felt during the times of truly finding myself.
As the year ended and the recall for COVID bypassed to a short extent, there was a huge stand still in my opinion. It was like once everyone was able to go back outside there was no sense of human connection with anyone in those times of needing that the most. I had lost touch with a lot of people especially those I considered friends when I was in high school (at least in my mind lol; I really had to learn a new definition of he term "friend" after all of this has happened) but that ultimately made me appreciate my own company as well too. 2021 was such an eye opening year for me even before the year began in December of 2020 which is where I officially connected with my soul family ( shout out to y'all<3 ) and began to see life in such a different light because of them!
Finding my soul family and wanting to be in connection with a partner were probably the two things I wanted the most. All because of that time being away I really started to recognize a part of my soul's purpose here on Earth. I always wanted to share my life with someone but also have generational wealth among like minded individuals who wanted the same thing. At this time in my life I was in my early 20s ( wasn't that long ago lol but you know what I mean) and I had no idea what I could get myself into creative wise because I lost touch of my talents just being told not to showcase them for so long. But once I broke into certain parts of me while going through the radar of my truth there was no stopping me. My soul tribe truly inspires who I am today because they showed me that my vessel was beautiful inside and out especially as a darker melanated woman at the time of the world oppressing us once again. It felt great to be seen in that light and to honor our ancestors with pride.
I'll never forget how that room felt and the way we all expressed ourselves just by vibrating with the rays of the sun. It was such a powerful testimony that I can truly show my future children when they come to the earth side. But honestly I went through a lot as well just with my love life too. I was a very selfish lover at the time, very conflicted on what it really meant to me after being sexually assaulted because in all honesty I didn't trust for a very long time. It was a lot to unfold but eventually there were multiple awakening I had to have before I was in alignment to fully commit to another person and for me to not chase but to attract was I am truly asking for.
For now I'll stop here because there might be more than one part of the 2021 era lol. I just realized there are certain stories I want to tell y'all because my life is a movie for real ahahaha. I'm just glad I can give the people what they want especially those who actually like to read real stories. Not enough of people are telling their stories, so I want to be at least one of many who are doing so now to inspire others to do the same. I look forward to making more of these as I love to express authentically and hopefully one day this whole thing can be discussed on a podcast too spread to more beautiful people like yourself! Thank you again and I'll see y'all in the next one<3
~Indigo Vibration<3 1111
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